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I have to admit that I am not really very experienced with women. I’m not a virgin, but not far off it. It’s nothing I’m ashamed of particularly. I lost my virginity at a respectful 17 years of age when the rest of my mates were doing it. It wasn’t hard in those days. Everyone was horny and we were all spending afternoons drinking lager down the park. There were those few girls who thought it was a laugh and they were the ones that broke us in.

At Uni I had a couple of girlfriends and sex was pretty regular if unspectacular. I’m wondering if the unspectacular bit is why I didn’t keep those girlfriends very long. I always felt they were too demanding of my time and I had other things to do, so I’d always split up with them just when it was getting serious. Anyway, I’ve not had much in the way of action since and I feel like that old saying goes ‘don’t use it, you lose it’. So, I decided it was best for me to use it a few months ago.

I’ve watched those movies about men falling for beautiful escorts and all the happy endings and I assumed it just Hollywood. There was no way I’d believe that women that gorgeous would be offering dates to men like me. How wrong I was. I was doing some research one night and I found this place called Cleopatra Escorts. At first, I didn’t even think it was real because the women on the site looked like the women straight out of the movies. Not only that, they came in all types, shapes, sizes and varieties. Whatever you fancy, there is a knockout woman just like that available for a date.

I went through the pages and as I’d never had any experience with black women, I thought ‘why not?’ It’s not a fetish or anything. I just thought it would be fun to try. So, I did. Oh. My. God. She was much more gorgeous in real life than she was in the photos. I never thought I was into bums until I saw hers. It was like some sort of perfect ripe fruit and I was giddy at the thought that I’d be allowed to touch it.

We met at her apartment. Well, I’m not sure if it’s actually hers, but it was very well appointed in a nice part of Central London. She made me feel at home. I’d brought some wine and we had a couple of glasses. Getting to know her was quite pleasant. I thought I’d be nervous, but she put me at ease straight away. We talked a bit about South America, where she comes from, and she was funny and bright. To be honest, it felt less awkward than any date I’d been on before.

Of course, I couldn’t stop thinking about her bum and when the time came that I could have a closer look, I certainly took advantage and enjoyed myself. She gave me lots of reassurance and encouragement, so I didn’t feel completely inexperienced and we both had a lot of laughs. When we finished, we just had a little kiss and said goodbye. It was friendly and I didn’t leave scared that I was in some way obligated or committed above and beyond that date, which I had never realised was such an anxiety for me.

Now it sort of makes sense why I haven’t had many girlfriends. The pressure to commit is too overwhelming and I quite enjoy my own company. On the other hand, spending an afternoon with a beautiful young woman who gives me all of her attention is something I really liked. So, I’ve decided it would be beneficial if I continued to ‘use it’. Every month since, I’ve booked a date with a different type of woman. It’s something for me to look forward to, gets me out of the house and my confidence with women has improved. I’ve even been on a couple of dates since with women who are not escorts and felt completely relaxed about it.

I don’t plan on being alone forever, but until then, this seems like a perfect arrangement. I’d probably spend a lot more money on a permanent girlfriend in a month, but this comes without all the baggage and with the option to have as much variety as anyone could imagine. I’d recommend it to any guy who needs to get a bit of practice or who just wants to have fun from time to time. Until, I’m ready, I think I’ll keep ‘using it’.